There is a blog that has been rattling around in my head for almost 2 years now, and I keep starting it and finding that I get to a certain point and *BANG* it just dies.
I either run out of words to say, or it just gets too personal therefore making it too hard, or it just seems to go on and on and on and I'm sure that no one will have the patience or the interest to read my humongous ramble of a blog. I keep saying I'm going to write it, nay PROMISE I'm going to write it, and you can usually tell by the post dates that I write a bit at a time and then leave it alone again.
Instead of going off on the big blog here, I'm going to let anyone who is still reading me know that I am still alive, and while I'm not going to write a resolution or a bucket blog, I am going to kick 2010 in the as and move on to 2011 with a better attitude and an attempt to improve my health as much as I can, all the while writing THE blog bit by bit. I know that it needs to come out, even if it's only for me and me alone. You can continue to read and see if the blog makes it out, but I know this...this year will be a better year than the last one.
I have made other promises to myself as well.
I will get my camera out more often.
I will go back to the gym.
I will find a job that fulfills me.
I will write more often.
I will try harder to be a more social person and spend less time alone inside my own head.
I will keep moving forward.
These are the best things I can do.
I will write THE Blog.